November musings

Apologies, it's taken a while to get round to this! Various thoughts from various points in November below, something more recent to follow.

Another strange day today (altho by the time I post this it'll be tomorrow - I won't bore you with why! It's all to do with different laptops :D ). Seem to be feeling more and more tearful. I was in such a good mood when I got home from work, and then that all changed.

My mum and my brother are starting to bug me about Christmas, what we're doing as well as when and with whom. We have our appointment with the consultant in the fertility clinic in early December and I just can't go past that at the moment. I can't think about Christmas, presents or plans, until I know where we are with 'things'.

I’m sure I’ll get in to the Christmas spirit eventually, I certainly seem in a better mood generally at the moment, but I guess I just want to take one day at a time!

I’m starting to get annoyed with friends too…. People seem to focus on the small things, some of my girlfriends are trying to arrange a Christmas meet-up in town with all of us but now we’re scattered round the home counties it’s far more difficult than it should be. The conversations are controlled by the two that don’t work and are stay-at-home-mums (which never really helps me in dealing with them!) and so they just permanently sit on their emails all day bossing the rest of us around. Picking the restaurant that suits them best from where they're coming from and ignoring the rest of us when we suggest things as it’s too far for them to come. They don’t even consider the places they’re suggesting, that are good for them, might not work for the rest of us.

I guess I’m just a bit ratty at the moment! More than likely PMT?! Lovely. Yet another person I know is pregnant though, and it’s one of those ‘we were and we weren’t trying’ couples….